poisoned`
I need to know if you were real
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
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happening`
6:51 PM
it's been long since i blogged.
been on a more happy and less angry mood these days, esp since i stopped feeding myself with HD stories and choking myself up...
went on 3 day trip to msia with my relatives of my mum's side. been looking forward to it somehow cos it's always really fun with them. first day we went times square and played almost the whole day. ^ ^ pulled becca and simei to the coaster so was real happy. they only sat one time but well, it's an accomplishment. (: anyway i've got nerd-nerd with me so it's not as bad as when i was ALONE usually. marcus and adeline couldnt ride many, but well. ^ ^
then we went genting the next day...it rained. and the 3 morons decided to go bowling a couple pf hours after we went in so my mood was pretty foul. budden the rest of us queued tgt after the rain..and made fools of ourselves in front of everybody by singing at the top of our voices. we earned somebody's praise of 'siao gina' in one queue. simei and becca were pretty pissd but i was pretty happy all the same. ^ ^
third day we finally went shopping with the adults. durgh. bought shades and hairclips and a necklace and FOOOOOD (: yeah. thats about it. cant wait for next yr's trip.
ok. next. classes! im going to 302 next yr. so is jess, jiacong, rahchel...and some others i cant rmb. oh yeah, anzie and wenyu. coolness. but well. i would rather not change classes. i noe lena's rather sad abt it. and so is sher. and i hate to see this. but i have no zi ge to comfort them cos im positive if not neutral abt the my allocation. =/ well. i hate it.
wat next? OH YA. i simply LURVE bai se ju ta. ITS GOOD OKAYY SO WAKE UP. honestly its the only show that when i watch...i dun realise they are acting. its that good. at least to me.
yupp. anyway...other then that....i gues im dreading school reopening. evn tho im no longer dpressd and angry. im more confident. and less suicidal. i turn to orange more to black now.
what.
tada.
Saturday, December 31, 2005
eventuals
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been on a more happy and less angry mood these days, esp since i stopped feeding myself with HD stories and choking myself up...
went on 3 day trip to msia with my relatives of my mum's side. been looking forward to it somehow cos it's always really fun with them. first day we went times square and played almost the whole day. ^ ^ pulled becca and simei to the coaster so was real happy. they only sat one time but well, it's an accomplishment. (: anyway i've got nerd-nerd with me so it's not as bad as when i was ALONE usually. marcus and adeline couldnt ride many, but well. ^ ^
then we went genting the next day...it rained. and the 3 morons decided to go bowling a couple pf hours after we went in so my mood was pretty foul. budden the rest of us queued tgt after the rain..and made fools of ourselves in front of everybody by singing at the top of our voices. we earned somebody's praise of 'siao gina' in one queue. simei and becca were pretty pissd but i was pretty happy all the same. ^ ^
third day we finally went shopping with the adults. durgh. bought shades and hairclips and a necklace and FOOOOOD (: yeah. thats about it. cant wait for next yr's trip.
ok. next. classes! im going to 302 next yr. so is jess, jiacong, rahchel...and some others i cant rmb. oh yeah, anzie and wenyu. coolness. but well. i would rather not change classes. i noe lena's rather sad abt it. and so is sher. and i hate to see this. but i have no zi ge to comfort them cos im positive if not neutral abt the my allocation. =/ well. i hate it.
wat next? OH YA. i simply LURVE bai se ju ta. ITS GOOD OKAYY SO WAKE UP. honestly its the only show that when i watch...i dun realise they are acting. its that good. at least to me.
yupp. anyway...other then that....i gues im dreading school reopening. evn tho im no longer dpressd and angry. im more confident. and less suicidal. i turn to orange more to black now.
what.
tada.
Saturday, December 31, 2005
eventuals
ripp`