poisoned`
I need to know if you were real
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
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happening`
3:42 PM
two things burning my mind up presently.
one: piano. i was waiting for mum in foyer today, when i heard the wats-her-name-in-my-jap-class-who-can-draw-manga-well playing Blood on the piano. im like WAT THE SHIT OH MY GOD SOMEBODY SAVE ME. >< am i envious? absolutely. do i regret not learning piano? dun tink so. but...the fact tt i cant play the itching tune in my mind everytime i stare at the keyboard even with the score makes me frustrated. yep. crap. T_T sb kill me.
two: mum. i want to ask if u want me to go overseas to study or not? and dad too actually. do yall reli want me to go? arent u afraid that history will repeat itself? im not happy studying, and if im still unhappy studying next time...would i go? if u were to tell me tt u actually dun want me to go, but onli cos i shud have an edu, then i will rather not go.
oh yeah...and last night was thinking abt loads of stuff...like korea...and my legs.
i dun like hols to other countries.
makes me get wilder and all torn up.
almost one year le. and almost half a year le.
im still writhing in my blood.
sb just finish me off.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
eventuals
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one: piano. i was waiting for mum in foyer today, when i heard the wats-her-name-in-my-jap-class-who-can-draw-manga-well playing Blood on the piano. im like WAT THE SHIT OH MY GOD SOMEBODY SAVE ME. >< am i envious? absolutely. do i regret not learning piano? dun tink so. but...the fact tt i cant play the itching tune in my mind everytime i stare at the keyboard even with the score makes me frustrated. yep. crap. T_T sb kill me.
two: mum. i want to ask if u want me to go overseas to study or not? and dad too actually. do yall reli want me to go? arent u afraid that history will repeat itself? im not happy studying, and if im still unhappy studying next time...would i go? if u were to tell me tt u actually dun want me to go, but onli cos i shud have an edu, then i will rather not go.
oh yeah...and last night was thinking abt loads of stuff...like korea...and my legs.
i dun like hols to other countries.
makes me get wilder and all torn up.
almost one year le. and almost half a year le.
im still writhing in my blood.
sb just finish me off.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
eventuals
ripp`