poisoned`
I need to know if you were real
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
them`
happening`
5:38 PM
i wanna apologise to everyone.
nope jess. im not depressed or anything. i really am sorry.
everything, anything i do does not go through processing in my brain more than once.
when the damage's done then i say sorry.
i do it over and over again.
same mistake over a period of almost 10 years.
with tchrs, parents, classmates, frens.
my apologies are starting to seem empty to pple.
meaningless, simply a word that does not come from my heart.
im sorry.
i really am.
i do not ask for forgiveness, but i ask for nobody to come and tell me im not at fault.
cos i am.
i alr do not deserve all i have now.
i jing4 ran2 still crave for more.
damn me.
whatever it is, i beg that all of you believe me, at least this time.
im sorry.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
eventuals
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nope jess. im not depressed or anything. i really am sorry.
everything, anything i do does not go through processing in my brain more than once.
when the damage's done then i say sorry.
i do it over and over again.
same mistake over a period of almost 10 years.
with tchrs, parents, classmates, frens.
my apologies are starting to seem empty to pple.
meaningless, simply a word that does not come from my heart.
im sorry.
i really am.
i do not ask for forgiveness, but i ask for nobody to come and tell me im not at fault.
cos i am.
i alr do not deserve all i have now.
i jing4 ran2 still crave for more.
damn me.
whatever it is, i beg that all of you believe me, at least this time.
im sorry.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
eventuals
ripp`