poisoned`
I need to know if you were real
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
them`
happening`
5:20 PM
这一生，最遗憾的要是没机会做个被男人爱的男人。
当然，若我是男人，我也许根本不会欣赏 gay。
当然，若我是男人，可能跟就没有漫画中那种轰轰烈烈的爱。
因为只有在那永远不会实现的世界里，才有令人感动的爱。
当然，以后可能我不过又是社会里其中一个 despo 的女人。
当然，也许如今的痛苦也不过是我自己捏造出来的。
但是…这又何尝比现代绝望的恋情的痛苦还要痛苦呢？
我宁可呆在虚拟的痛苦中，无中生有，好过面对着无聊的世界。
反正，大家到最后还是灰飞烟灭的。
我不信神。原因就在此。
Sunday, October 09, 2005
eventuals
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当然，若我是男人，我也许根本不会欣赏 gay。
当然，若我是男人，可能跟就没有漫画中那种轰轰烈烈的爱。
因为只有在那永远不会实现的世界里，才有令人感动的爱。
当然，以后可能我不过又是社会里其中一个 despo 的女人。
当然，也许如今的痛苦也不过是我自己捏造出来的。
但是…这又何尝比现代绝望的恋情的痛苦还要痛苦呢？
我宁可呆在虚拟的痛苦中，无中生有，好过面对着无聊的世界。
反正，大家到最后还是灰飞烟灭的。
我不信神。原因就在此。
Sunday, October 09, 2005
eventuals
ripp`