poisoned`
I need to know if you were real
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
'Cause I've been known to get it wrong
When the memory comes
I'll say I'm always in the dark
You got me now
everytime i kiss you, it hurts
I can't remember how it went
You looked like everything I wanted
And as you came along
Slowly everything began to change
I got you now
...supposed to heal, bringing protection...
I need to know if you were real
I'd hate to think that I'd been fooled again
And as the vision fades
I'll say I was blinded by your eyes
I felt them burn
...it brings out the color of your eyes
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happening`
5:14 PM
so pissed.
those guys. urgh.
see us approaching and imediately start dribbling ball.
i mean REAL balls k =__=
wt-aff la.
ok. i admit that i haf alwaes been a flirt some way or another.
whether wif guys or girls (depending on my mood =p)
BUT. today i felt different. ok there was this gnawing urge to flirt as well, i admit, but i felt a bigger sense of... arrogance. its like i wanted to show how i wont be outdone by them. so i came home and while i was showering i tot abt it.
yep. i tink im moving off with my hairstyle alr.
no doubt, i do not have a totally guy-style, but well, its punk.
and see? i still feel like flirting, BUT i felt more like proving tt im better than them.
hurhur.
i tink i never mentioned here tt my sis and aunt asked me if i liked girls or not.
they were talking abt my hair over dinner...
sis (wif tt serious tone and stare): "that's why, 我怕等下她变成男人婆."
aunt: "哎哟，嘉啊，我问你啊，你喜不喜欢女生的哈？"
me: "我...不喜欢女孩子。"
aunt:"但也不喜欢男孩子对吗？"
me:"..."
chaoji lame lor. but anyway, my sis and aunt are right to a small extent. yeps. im gonna become nan2 ren2 po2 i tink. BUT i mean it when i say i dun like girls.
Firstly, I do feel strongly abt my hairstyle and dress code. bikini, well yeah its gd for tan, but i wud prefer trunks if i could wear them out. I also find Jay Chou's vulgarities DAM DIAO, and aim to cut HIS hair next yr. Thus, my sis and aunt are right to a small extent.
However, I DO NOT LIKE GIRLS. i tot i did when i crushed some of the teachers la, classmates la, seniors la. BUDDEN. onli recently i realised that it was the passing fancy. it is only natural that a guy likes a girl rite? im guy-at-heart. thus my sis and aunt are only right to a small extent.
Also, I LIKE GUYS. this is, of course, with thanks to lena and fiona who enlightened me. ^ ^ from contextual knowledge, ikumi-koji, HD, fuuma-kamui, subaru-seichiirou blahblah are some great examples.
ok. from here most normal people will start getting irritated by my entry. (unless u have alr gotten irritated before this) i take pride in my obsession with ikumi and company, and have noticed how other people DO NOT AGREE WITH ME. pls la. i noe wat u all gonna say la. "its just a passing stage of teenage," durgh. =__=" wateva it is. like i have said earlier, with cross-reference to my second last entry (or isit 3rd) i wanna blog abt it so next time when i get hurt by a "true" love, i will look back and realise how wise i am now. =D wateva. if u dun like it, get lost. back to my argument.
homo's are brave people who are truly willing to give up anything for the sake of their love. i dun prefer lesbians becos well, as i have said, i like guys. i believe that love between a male and a female is getting more and more unreal these days. walk past her on the streets, say hi and go on a date and WALA! u claim to be in love alr. wow. dun wanna elaborate again on this. anyway, because i like guys, thus my sis and aunt are only right to a small extent.
In conclusion, even though my sis's prediction that i may become a nan2 ren2 po2 is about 80% true, she and my aunt's guess that i may not like guys and like girls instead is totally, totally wrong. at least, its wrong NOW. Therefore, my sis and aunt are only right to a smally-small-small extent.
P.E.E, intro, 2 pts + 1 pt substantiated with contextual knowledge and cross-reference, balanced conclusion.
tankyo.
discriminate me if u want, but pls, i treasure all my frenships with all of u guys. ;)
i promise i wunt rape u all. ^ ^"
Thursday, September 22, 2005
eventuals
___________________
those guys. urgh.
see us approaching and imediately start dribbling ball.
i mean REAL balls k =__=
wt-aff la.
ok. i admit that i haf alwaes been a flirt some way or another.
whether wif guys or girls (depending on my mood =p)
BUT. today i felt different. ok there was this gnawing urge to flirt as well, i admit, but i felt a bigger sense of... arrogance. its like i wanted to show how i wont be outdone by them. so i came home and while i was showering i tot abt it.
yep. i tink im moving off with my hairstyle alr.
no doubt, i do not have a totally guy-style, but well, its punk.
and see? i still feel like flirting, BUT i felt more like proving tt im better than them.
hurhur.
i tink i never mentioned here tt my sis and aunt asked me if i liked girls or not.
they were talking abt my hair over dinner...
sis (wif tt serious tone and stare): "that's why, 我怕等下她变成男人婆."
aunt: "哎哟，嘉啊，我问你啊，你喜不喜欢女生的哈？"
me: "我...不喜欢女孩子。"
aunt:"但也不喜欢男孩子对吗？"
me:"..."
chaoji lame lor. but anyway, my sis and aunt are right to a small extent. yeps. im gonna become nan2 ren2 po2 i tink. BUT i mean it when i say i dun like girls.
Firstly, I do feel strongly abt my hairstyle and dress code. bikini, well yeah its gd for tan, but i wud prefer trunks if i could wear them out. I also find Jay Chou's vulgarities DAM DIAO, and aim to cut HIS hair next yr. Thus, my sis and aunt are right to a small extent.
However, I DO NOT LIKE GIRLS. i tot i did when i crushed some of the teachers la, classmates la, seniors la. BUDDEN. onli recently i realised that it was the passing fancy. it is only natural that a guy likes a girl rite? im guy-at-heart. thus my sis and aunt are only right to a small extent.
Also, I LIKE GUYS. this is, of course, with thanks to lena and fiona who enlightened me. ^ ^ from contextual knowledge, ikumi-koji, HD, fuuma-kamui, subaru-seichiirou blahblah are some great examples.
ok. from here most normal people will start getting irritated by my entry. (unless u have alr gotten irritated before this) i take pride in my obsession with ikumi and company, and have noticed how other people DO NOT AGREE WITH ME. pls la. i noe wat u all gonna say la. "its just a passing stage of teenage," durgh. =__=" wateva it is. like i have said earlier, with cross-reference to my second last entry (or isit 3rd) i wanna blog abt it so next time when i get hurt by a "true" love, i will look back and realise how wise i am now. =D wateva. if u dun like it, get lost. back to my argument.
homo's are brave people who are truly willing to give up anything for the sake of their love. i dun prefer lesbians becos well, as i have said, i like guys. i believe that love between a male and a female is getting more and more unreal these days. walk past her on the streets, say hi and go on a date and WALA! u claim to be in love alr. wow. dun wanna elaborate again on this. anyway, because i like guys, thus my sis and aunt are only right to a small extent.
In conclusion, even though my sis's prediction that i may become a nan2 ren2 po2 is about 80% true, she and my aunt's guess that i may not like guys and like girls instead is totally, totally wrong. at least, its wrong NOW. Therefore, my sis and aunt are only right to a smally-small-small extent.
P.E.E, intro, 2 pts + 1 pt substantiated with contextual knowledge and cross-reference, balanced conclusion.
tankyo.
discriminate me if u want, but pls, i treasure all my frenships with all of u guys. ;)
i promise i wunt rape u all. ^ ^"
Thursday, September 22, 2005
eventuals
ripp`